Amway business made my anxiety attacks/disorder worse, how to quit without upsetting my upline?

Stop! Easy answer. STOP. Anything that is causing you this much stress is not worth it. Not to mention that you HATE it. ANd it is costing you money to be in it. I say QUIT, and so what if it makes upline mad, he/she doesn't have to live your life, only you do. AND NO it doesn't make you a loser to quit something that gives you this much stress and that costs you money and you hate!